Monday, March 30, 2009

i did this in some of my classes

Ok so im in science now. Im usein my phone thats how. I think wer supposed 2 be reading so yup. Today i feel ugly. I mean, couldnt sleep last night, after finishing a book i went 2 bed. Couldnt get up cos i had 2 turn in a summer skwl app. Got up an hour late. Took a shower, got perty.(as Best i can) then i fell and i looked lke someone shot me in the head

Well now im in math. Im done so.....its Borin!!!! Lalalalaaaaaaa wow. I i had pe already. We did crunches and push ups and streachez and we ran and then we jumped rope. I didnt dress cos i didnt want 2. we r doin graphs again. My pixxx look special lol. Sry im borin. O well. O this mornin i passed by my bathroom and started 2 laugh. Then i realized the thing that looks shot in the head was me....its still funny
:D
Lalalalalalaaaaaa o almost out of math sooooo im gonna goooooo

Kk now im in english...still Borin lol. Im borinnnnnnnnnnnn o welllllllll lalalalalalalaallalaaaaaaaaaaaaa
My teacherz crzy!!!!
then my day got busyr
god 2 much pressure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

ok this is my 3rd post. o this iz also on my myspace

i hate it wen pple open ur mss, read it and dont respond. im lke dude i know u read it, and ther lke no.... ya the elongate the word. that sounded dirty.. o ya focus! ummm ther lke no...... and im lke u didnt cos evn though ther llke on the other side of the country, i still think theyd spent the mony 2 fly ovr 2 la, find my house, knock on the door and beat the shit out of me so i just let it go. lol im a wimp ;) SEE IT LOOKS DIRTY!!!1 LOL!! ok im listen 2 ur so gay by katy perry and, i thought h and m sold womenz clouths. who jackes off in a scarf??? idk im borddddd so im kinda ya. o my friend called me, we havnt talked in years, and this was all she said'in ur myspace pics, y do u always make thats rapest face??' i didnt evn know i had a rapest face. its kinda funnk cos i just realized i will watch somethin happen and it will happen 2 me, more then once. cos i say that rapest face video on community chanle(lve her!!!!) and so i was lke 'ha thats funny'so the nxt day it happens 2 me and noew it just happend.... WTF o well u know wat im gonna take porno music/ comment time...... only i dont hav comments so im gonna write some of my own
'she haz the friggen raopest face'
'wtf....'
im gonna stop cos my hand hurst'
'thats wat she said'
';)'
'SEE ITS DIRTY!!!!'
lol well bye

wow

ok 2 things:the song let it rock, awesome. i gav it all this shit, but its ok.for evryone who haznt herd the song this iz it-->I see your dirty face
Hide behind your collar
What is done in vain
Truth is hard to swallow
So you pray to God
To justify the way you live a lie, live a lie, live a lie
And you take your time
And you do your crime
Well you made your bed
I'm in mine

(Chorus)
Because when I arrive
I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What is this, forgot?
I must now remind you
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock

(Verse 2: Kevin Rudolph)
Now the son's disgraced
He, who knew his father
When he cursed his name
Turned, and chased the dollar
But it broke his heart
So he stuck his middle finger
To the world
To the world
To the world
And you take your time
And you stand in line
Well you'll get what's yours
I got mine

Chorus:
Because when I arrive
I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What is this, forgot?
I must now remind you
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock

(Verse 3: Lil' Wayne)
Yeeeeeaaaaah!
Wayne's world
Planet Rock
Panties drop
And the top
And she gonna rock 'til the camera stops
And I sing about angels like angela
(Rock)
And Pamela
(Rock)
And Samantha
(Rock)
And Tamara
And Amanda
?-*******
Im in here up like betch what's up
Mechanic, me, I can fix you up
I can lick you up
I can lick you down
Shorty we can go wherever just pick a town
And the jewelry is louder than an an engine sound
Big as rocks like on the ground
Dirty like socks that's on the ground

Chorus:
(Kevin Rudolph)
Because when I arrive
I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What is this, forgot?
I must now remind you
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock

Just Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock

(Verse 4:Lil' Wayne)
I'm back like I forgot somethin'
I'm somethin
Rulin' rock rubbin' rap runnin'
Miles like I'm trying to get a flat stomach
Like Wayne the personal trainer
My aim is perfect I'll bng ya
Period, Like the remainda

(Bridge: Kevin Rudolph)
I wish I could be
As cool as you
And I wish I could say
The things you do
But I can't and I won't live a lie
No not this time.


i lve it wen i says this-->
So he stuck his middle finger
To the world
To the world
To the world

thats somethin i would do. and i do it ;)

o and that brings me to the second thing i wanted 2 say,hav u noitced u could say anythin and wen u wink or put this ;) it makes it dirty! i was talkin 2 my friend and i say"im not crzy, im creative ;)" but i didnt mean it lke slutty... well i may be a lil sluty, but thats not the point. also nvr wink at a stranger. cos i want aware how creepy i look wen i wink, and he got scared....dude im a skinny little white boi w/ a micky mouse necklace on. no. i will fight u, but thats lke a last resourt. im a coward! i admit it! watever. just dont wink at strangers. o and black rose in a field of pink, most of my friends r a couple inches shorter then me. so ya im tall compaired 2 them, im tall.
o it was kinda kwl, this guy came up 2 me at target and was lke'lve the blogg' and it took me a second 2 realizt that this guy was hot. well wen ur zoned out it takes a little time. ummm i forget ur name but if u see me again, comeup 2 me!!

i hate love...2 confuseing....

WELL IT IS!!! i would post the conversation, but im kinda stupid and mean.... if he dosent mind me posting it, then i will. btw he is drew the smartest, cutest, nicest, sweetest boy. but when it comes 2 love.... hes a dumbass,no offence. well heres what happends, i get advice 2 say i hav a date w/ someone else and ask him somethin about it. so i did.it backfired.LIFE CAN BE A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!! cos my friend thought he wants what he cant hav. but he dosent want me....kinda suxxx.o and i was freakin out ovr him lkein 4 other pple, wen he still lked me. ya well it was 3 and i wasnt evn on the 3. kinda sux. o lol i started 2 cry and it was because of the drew thing and right when i read the mss lke on my playlist depressing music started 2 play. wtf happend to, 2 pple find eachother and its lke BAM insta love.o well, i hope he sees wat hes loseing.... watevr.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

ANOTHER QUIZ!!1

awwww nvrmnd it was stupid lol so how was ur day? lol mine was awesome. im talkin 2 a hot guy. i met lke alot 2day lol. i hav a headache so i went home early from skwl. i went 2 disny land saturday. 4 my bday. it was fun!!1 i got alot of stuff, if u wanna kinw ask. i dont feel lke sayin it all. let me hear u scream loud!!! aaaahhhhhh im rockin out right now so lol!!!! lalala i can fly!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol welllllllllllllll my day was ok tell me about urs k? add me on myspace if u havnt www.myspace.com/nrd_4_lfe

Monday, March 23, 2009

lalala

i wannna go out and hav fun. just wake up on a staurday night and hav fun, get stupid and play. lol ya well sry havnt posted in a wile, keep forgettin 2. i live life day 2 day so that kinda explains som. lalala i want this one 2 be short. evryones watchin lke its some kinda show lol

Saturday, March 14, 2009

shit

ok so he ,Aiden, txted me, thanks again raven, and i still love him. shit. and even if i talk to u u dont know everything. to day was full of me bein tired of bein compared to breana. my cuzzin. the perfact model who is a great singer, 4.00 GPA and soccer superstar. 'shes so pretty' but thats not me. im not perfect. im not pretty. i would love to be like her. she gets A's and A+'s i get c's and b's. she gets all the sexy shoots, im an extra. i was an extra on a sexy shoot but u cant see me. o well this is cali. so how much longer should i wait?she gets a bf and ther awesome. mine beat me. i can look hot. i can be sexy. i just make mistakes sometimes, i did get an a+ twice, though i may have flirted with a teacher and the other one was my pe teacher and i was always used for the chear leaders to throw me up in the air (hey im wayyyy skinny wat am i gonna do?). she nvr goes out to partys and dancing like me. god shes perfect..... wtf happend 2 me? im sending friend requests to random hot guys. i want a new boyfriend but im not ovr aiden....i want aiden damn-it!!!god im messed up. he was getting better! he had meds, and therapy, and.... i felt better with him. i wanna be somebody eles.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

wtf

ok well.....ya wtf!?! heres wat happend, aiden picks me up from skwl and he looks upset so i ask wats wronge he says "lets go to a restraunt" and im lke "ok.....but im not vry hungery" hes lke "thats fine".so we put our names in at chilis, and wait lke 20 mins. aidens talkin on the phone and all i rly hear him say is "no mom soon sonn"... so im lke o hes tellin her hes gonna be home soon. so i order and evrythan and the waitor leaves and aiden takes my hand and tells me he loves me. im lke "aww i love u 2".so we start eating, wen he says "im sry i have to do this but i dont wanna hurt you anymore. im sry but im gonna workion my problems and wen im done im gonna call you. i alredy paid for anything u want. bye" he stands up, kisses my cheek and walks away. WTF!!!!i orderd another water and left. i walked home and i was just lke wtf.........

Sunday, March 8, 2009

LOL I HAVE A TRAMP STAMP!!!!

LOL I FOUND A TEMPORARY TATTOO AND I GAVE MYSELF A TRAMP STAMP!!!! its lke 5 am lol wow i cant wait till someone sees it.... lol hopefully aidden ;] lol jkjkjk im way tired but i dont wanna sleep.... o well im gonna read and do some homework than read than sleep.... lol i gave myself a tramp stamp lol o ya nightsssss

today

God plez tell me that all guys arent lke aiden. Plez? he told, yelled, me to take down my last post so i did. My bruises are still kinda swollen, and i have to actualy do somethan w/ my hair to hide the..... spots were i tripped is what im supposed to say. Im wearin long sleeve shirts to hide the other spots were i tripped and fell. He told me he loves me and apologized. He got me almost evrything i wanted wen he drive me to Victoria gardens. It was an ok day. He was upset when he found out that i went to a party that i wasnt supposed to. But he punched the wall and after i fixed his hand and the wall, he actualy rented a silver Volvo, lke Edwards, and took me to victoria gardens we saw a movie, ate a super fancy lunch, went to all the stores and just for him i bought the most expensive thing in all of them. He got sooooo pissed when almost every guy we passed looked at me, flirted with me, and sent me food. Trust me i didnt say no, but i didnt rly say ya eather, if he saw any guy Look at me he would put his arm around me or his hand in my back pocket and have a stare down with they guy. It was fun. I love to see his face when another guy looks at me!! lol i think hes gonna learn his lesson soon. O i havent told u the best part, i had ovr 75 bags and he carried them all and instead of takeing me home he drove to a cliff, and we sat on the Volvo eating with the sunset!!! Hes so sweet, he can be an ass at times still. I mean i love the way his arms feel around me when he holds me. His hand feels in mine. His lips feel against mine, or my neck. He calles me his little vamp. Isnt that sweet! He is my jacob, its kinda funny wen im at his house and someone calls us to dinner'jacob honey has my son offerd u a drink yet?' We both look and start laughing. i may have know him for lke a couple weeks but it feels lke years! We do somethin almost evryday so we have so many memories. Some good.........others, not so good. I just dont know if im gonna stay or dump him. (//_^)

raven, u didnt do anythan, ur advice was so good things always get worse b4 they get better

Thursday, March 5, 2009

idk

Arrg i got my placement test results. I wanna start screaming at the top of my lungs! SHIT!!!!! Im not happy. I still havent told Aiden anything. Wen did evryrthin get so f@cked up? I havnt told u all but i will, not now though Arrggg wen i do talk 2 him but how? If i do im gonna scream at him and i dont wanna scare him, cuz wat if im ovr reacting? than im gonna be crazy. RAWR!!! he wants 2 know y ive been acting funny and my friend gave me rly bad advice so i was stupid and said"cuz my eggo iz preggo"with out laughin at all. and he thought i was jk so he and evryone started lolin and i did the most nervious laugh evr

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

i banged ur dad becau​se that bum stole​ my taco!


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You have 3 minut​es..

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READY​ SET GO!​​​​​!​​​​​!​​​​​

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Pick The Month​ You Were Born In:

1(​​​​​Jan)​​​​​ - I kisse​d

2 (​​​​​Feb)​​​​​ - I robbe​d

3 (​​​​​Mar) ​​​​​-​​​​​ I bange​d

4 (​​​​​Apr)​​​​​ - I ran naked​ with

5 (​​​​​May)​​​​​ - I slapp​ed

6 (​​​​​June)​​​​​ - I smoked with

7 (​​​​​July)​​​​​ - I hugge​d

8 (​​​​​Aug)​​​​​ - I ran shirtless with

9 (​​​​​Sept)​​​​​ - I neede​d

10 (​​​​​Oct)​​​​​ - I stabb​ed

11 (​​​​​Nov)​​​​​ - I kille​d

12 (​​​​​Dec)​​​​​ - I shot





Pick the day you were born on:

01 - a rock star

02 - a bag of weed

03 - paris​ hilto​n

04 - a homel​ess guy

05 - a hobo

06 - ​​​​​my boyfr​iend

07 - the one that i love

08 - a whore​

09 - a bowl of cerea​l

10 - a gangs​ta

11 - a baby

12 - yo brother

13 -​​​​​ crack​ head

14 -​​​​​ my "​​​​​boo"​​​​​

15 - the cookie monster

16 - a ninja​

17 - a condom

18 - a old gezer

19 - an Easte​r egg

20 - a snowm​an

21 - ur dad

22 - my crush​

23 - yo momma​

24 - a Hottie

25 - a telet​ubby

26 - a gangs​ta

27 - a mop

28 - the troja​n man

29 - my hoe

30 - my ex-boyfr​iend

31 - a mexic​an





Pick the color​ of shirt​ you are weari​ng:​​​​​

White​ - becau​se im sexy like that!

Black​ - becau​se i love weed!

Pink - becau​se i still​ love chees​e!

Turqu​oise -​​​​​ becau​se i like to snort​ cocai​ne!

Brown ​-​​​​​ because the gummy bears raped me!

Polka​ Dots - becau​se I am a trann​y!

Purpl​e - becau​se I'm gay!

Grey -becau​se that bum stole​ my taco!

Other​ - becau​se I'm retar​ded!

Green​ - becau​se I have AMAZI​N boobs​!

Orang​e - becau​se i am a mexic​an!

Red - bacause a chicken stole my shirt!!

Blue - becau​se I'm good in bed!

Tye dye - becau​se I'm a fucki​ng scuba​ diver​!

Graph​ic -​ becau​se I like pickles!

None - ​becau​se I have a kille​r six pack!​





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Monday, March 2, 2009

rawr

Ok today im usein my phone cuz my compoopers f*cked up idk y. Todays not been vry good. I think aidens cheatin, but im not sure waAt am i supposed 2 say? Hey i was lookin through ur phone after we made out and u went 2 the bath room and i found this txt? Idk wAt 2 do!!!! This iz my first bf and i dont wanna screw it up but i dont wanna be steped on i need help! I have a huge math test anNd if i dont pass im gonna have 2 take alg. Readyness, my firends r fiting w/ each other, aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggg god its lke my Worlds fallin apart..... I need help plezzzzz
(//_^)