Saturday, February 28, 2009

I JUST GOT MY FIRST SURVEEEYYYY!!!!! HERE READ!!!!1

Who was the last male you talked to?
umm sumone in a chat room

Who is someone that can always make you laugh?
my bff zoe

What were you doing at 10am this morning?
sleepin till 12:55

Do you plan on moving within the next year?
not that i know of, y do u wanna com?

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
my b-day, aaannnnddddddddddddddddd idk

Do you remember your dreams?
Usually.


What cell phone company do you use?
verizon

What is the last movie you watched?
shopaholic again, but i wasnt alone this time ;]

What movie do you think everyone should watch?
nightmare before christmas

What is your middle name?
frank lol

Do you have your future children's names picked out?
yea lol

What color is your mailbox?
red

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
No........

How many cars can fit in your driveway?
4

Who was your Kindergarden teacher?
Mrs.
Kvassey

Are you taller than your mom?
yea

Do you have any bruises right now?
yeah

Are you cold right now?
always

How many years older and younger than you are you willing to date?
well right now hes older by lke 4 yrs lol

What is the closest red object to you?
a shirt

Have you ever broken an pinata?
Duhh

Do you have an iPod or Mp3 player?
iPod

If someone doesnt like you its probably because:
i talked shi* about them

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
my friend

What are your plans for this weekend?
i may got on a date....

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yea once in a bathroom and twice in a car

Do you sing in the shower?
Doesn't Everyone


Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?
no


Where were you last night?
Mr.
Charger & Red Robin

What is today's date?
February 28th

What is your relationship status?
taken..... i think

What color are your eyes?
Brown

Do you like your parents?
sure

Do you secretly like someone?:
no

Are you flexible?
yea ;]

Who was the last person you kissed?
my friend

Do you like funny people or serious people?
funny!

What do you have planned for tonight?
date

Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
yea jeans evry one says they make my ass look amazing

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
my bf

Who makes you happiest right now?
Music, aiden

What were you doing at midnight last night?
playing wii fit

Are you left handed?
no

What was for dinner tonight?
sushi

What is the last thing you thought about?
aiden

When is your birthday?
3/21/95

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I LOVE YOU MARY KATHRIN G!!!!

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skwl

today was kinda fun. we had a guest in science from the high skwl. HOLY SHIT ITS CONFUSING!!!!! lol im gonna take summer skwl. i dont have to but y not?more time to spend w/ him ;]. im kinda happy right now. i herd this song and its rly true, for me here:
Got up on the wrong side of life today, yeah
Crash the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cus it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days

You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't, but you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies, but the sun isn't coming out, no
Today is like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself
Don't you realize

[Chorus]
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah

So-so's how I'm doing, if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there, come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch


And I feel so alive
I can't help myself
Don't you realize

[Chorus]

Run away, run away [Repeat]

[Chorus X2]
lol so yea. o im gettin back at the pple who sent me the roses on v-day. its rly fun. i put glue in most of ther bike helmets and laffed my ass off wen they put them onn!! i spamed one of them and her phone broke!!! o and im completly ruing the evil queens life!!111 vry fun. o and i have a paper to type up and its worth ovr half of my grade so i better get on it........bye!!!!! :]

Sunday, February 22, 2009

plans

well my day sucked. i was stood up, but i think it was an accident. so im not that mad about that. the uninvited was sold out so i saw shopaholic, not that bad but still kinda sucky. ive been listen 2 music all day so i dont have to rly think about anything. the last thing i want right now is to think. its along story, cant talk about it. i was on a chat room today, luv emo chat. it was kwl. im supposed to be working on my project for english. yea i might do it l8ter. i think im sick so thats fun.......i guess. o nxt weekend im goin out, we pland again. im almost done with breakin dawn im on chapter lke 21 or something.if i was in bella place and jake imprinted on my baby, forget about control i would rip his head off ;] it looks lke its gonna rain ovr here so thats fun, i wanna get wet and feel numb. sry ive been in a depressing mood all day o well im gonna go, o raven and alice go on myspace!!! bye

Saturday, February 21, 2009

tryin to change

when did life become so goddamn confusing!?! im trying to change...its hard. ive had my heart brokein by someone who dosent know my name. HOW DOSE THAT HAPPEN!?! i feel so ugly, and i when i walk into a room all i can think about is if ther thinking about me. im NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS!!! its hard tho, i keep fearin im falling into my old habbits. not anymore!!! no more heart breaks, fear, trying to be something im not, and worring about what people think of me!!!if they dont like it i dont care!!! o i met someone today. we talked, and ate.i took it slow the old jacob would have started makeing out as soon as the movie started. but i didnt the most that happend was we held hands. i have plans again with him tomorow. and im lookin forward to it. he dosent go to my school, he goes to high school.:] thanks for listen to my crazyness

Thursday, February 19, 2009

wronge

well i was wrong about the v-day thing. im upset about it too!!! o well my love lifes been sh*ty l8tly so im used to it. i havent been posting cuz ive been rly busy l8tly. alot has been goin on with my friends, cheating,lieing, stealing and gettin committed.im still not sleepin. my parents have been acting weird. because they may have seen the note in my journal that said how i love sum guy but he dosent love me. so thats been fun. im gettin revenge at sum grl and her bf. more fun!!!! so everythings been a tornado. I WANT A BF!!!! thats been on my mind l8tly... alot!!! o well i guess i will wait. o i found a website, it prity kwl its called luv emo and i lve it!!!1 o raven and alice r fiteing??? wats that about???? o well im gonna figure it out soon so bye

Monday, February 16, 2009

21 ways to know if ur as much of a dork as i am

1]u were bored so u decided to read this

2]u contently listen to the same songs over and over

3] u love spell check

4]u went to bed in sock monkey pj pants and a rolling stones voodoo lounge t shirt

5]u would do anythan to be famous

6]u called the albino family next door the cullens

7] than asked if they would bite u

8] you learned all the dances from ur fav. movie superstar

9]u walk around ur house in a blanket

10]u are able to trip on flat surfaces

11] u use the word spazz daily

12] u get nervous around hot strangers

13] u fell on a stranger and u may have kissed, a little ;]

14] u tend to be a little mean to pple

15] u tell pple that they cant have ur number because u lost ur phone

16] u have way to many lame nicknames that u love

17]u spazz out daily

18]u love British music more

19] u have made out with stranger[s] becaues ur ex-was watchen u with sumone way hotter than u

20] u have a dance for just about everythan u do

21] ur idea of fun includes pissing pple off, or f@cking up sumones life [the started it]


;] lol see that was fun

Sunday, February 15, 2009

arrg

today i was walken into my moms room and tripped and wen i put my hands infrount of me i got a pin in my right hand. and it was so deep it took a couple trys to get it out. lovely mental pics right? well that sucked so ive been doin evrythan with my left hand so it was pritty intrestin. im havein an odd day. i kinda want a fight or sumthan fun to happen. lke sumone cheated or sumthan fun lke tat u know?
Can't knock em out, can't walk away,
Try desperately to think of the politest way to say,
Just get out my face, just leave me alone,
And no you can't have my number,
"Why?"
Because I've lost my phone.

I got a brand new attitude
And I'm gonna wear it tongiht
I'm gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

So what!
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what?
I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you
Tonight...
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So...
So what!
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight

Saturday, February 14, 2009

COMMENT

Y DONT U GUYS COMMENT!!!!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG LOL WAIT IM SUPPOED TO BE MAD ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGG COMMEND D*** U!!!!!!!!

Friday, February 13, 2009

BOOM!!!!!it started out lke sumthan than exploded into sumthan eles

i gave my all,
but u weren't their
u say u love me
but i dont care
cos i know now
that aint worth shit,
just pritty words
thats all that it iz


so look at me now
how much ive grown
just watch and stare
that's all u can do and
i dont care
[no i dont care
no i dont care
dont care
dont care]


perfact with out u[perfact with out u]
perfact with out u[broken with out u]
so watch me now
and thats all u can do
just watch me now
as i get over u


cuz all the shit that u did [yea the shit that u did]
cuz all the shit that u did [yea the shit that u did]
cuz all the shit that u did [yea the shit that u did]
CUZ ALL THAT DIRTY ROTTEN,LIEN,CHEATIN,STEALIN,F@CKED UP MESSED WITH HOE BAG SHIT THAT U DID THAT U DID TO ME!!!!!!!!

idk wat that was.................it started out as so wat than it grew.............i think

Thursday, February 12, 2009

skwl

today sucked!!!!ok today in science i had a test,which was a surprise and hard. every ones talking about v-day. their selling flowers. i got sum, as a joke tho. on the card it said"Cheer up emo kid" and "i don't love u and no one will" o and i know exactly who sent them all,14 to be specific, this preppy girl, her meat head bf and all their friends that had money. o i didn't tell u the best part, in the middle of class i share with them, all them, pulled out my sicors and chopped them all up than threw them at all them. it was fun. only i saved one that wasn't from them. yea i know how i b*** and moan about v-day and how i hate it, but it was sweet. it was a black rose and the card said"always thinking of u, love your Edward Cullen" and i think i know the person that says it but i dont know 4 sure. o yea the rest of my day, i had to serve the ball in pe 4 volley ball and wen i "tripped" and the scratches on my wrists started bleeding.thank god hardly anyone notices me. in math Mr.p kept calling me cos i wasn't paying attention, i was thinking of who could have sent that. english i don't remember wat we did, still thinking. social studies was easy, nother test and all this hot pple.;]than yearbook was easy i was on the computer but she kept talken so i couldnt write anythan than i came home and my parents yelled at me for sum reason, i wasnt payin attention than this. now i have an idea but its a long shot, and with my luck id end up f***ing it up. so they can make the first move.

Monday, February 9, 2009

sleepy

arrg!!!well im sleepy.o im reading eclips, its awsome!!!i heart alice!!! she roxx!!!o listen to this,i need a new jacket,so i tell my mom.she goes to the malll wen im at skwl,and wen i get home she bought herself a new jacket. and i got a 25 cent ball!!! yea who cares about a jacket wen its raining,every one knows u need a rubber ball!!! o and u wanna know wat she tells me"fine if u dont want ur gift, the dog can have it and we wll go to the mall tomorow"[which iz today]so i get up,dressed,and get in the car.we get to the mall annd i see a jacket i lve!!! it was perfact!!!but of course i cant get it because it was too expencive.IT WAS $20 on clearence!!!yea and she picks out an ugly orange jacket thats $45 and she gets it,for her again!!!

Sunday, February 8, 2009

bord

well its the weekend again. and I'm so bord.Ive started watching degrassi and i think its a good show.o on Friday i went with sum friends to see Coraline. i love the other mothers hands wen she becomes evil.o and the begging iz awesome!!!i dont wanna ruin it cuz sum pple haveni seen it. im a huge dork wen it coms to tim burton movies. its been all wet and rainy since thursday.i love that but my compooper has been acting slow.well this is a small post...o well i want it to be small!!!!!!!
lalala lol watever byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thursday, February 5, 2009

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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

skwl

ok today was uneventful so this isnt gonna be long.my shoes havent com today but ther lke a couple hrs away.i got my phone taken away but i dont wanna talk about it,o and i might be bipolar so thats fun. o well i told u its gonna get shotrtend soooooooooooo im rly just tryin to find the right time to sleep.rawr.o im on ch.6in eclipse. o and i think i habe a cold also.bye

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

pissed

RAWR ok my shoes r gonna be here eather the 4,5 and im pissed. because they said its being shipped frum city of indrestry and my mom used to work ther so im lke thats not that far.but i just saw the fed-ex shipping tracker and it said tennasse!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont have anythan agenst tn. but wen sumthan says i can get my dad to go and pick it up,wen its on the pother side of the coast!!!!!WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 WATEVER im tired and my tummy hurts so bye