today

God plez tell me that all guys arent lke aiden. Plez? he told, yelled, me to take down my last post so i did. My bruises are still kinda swollen, and i have to actualy do somethan w/ my hair to hide the..... spots were i tripped is what im supposed to say. Im wearin long sleeve shirts to hide the other spots were i tripped and fell. He told me he loves me and apologized. He got me almost evrything i wanted wen he drive me to Victoria gardens. It was an ok day. He was upset when he found out that i went to a party that i wasnt supposed to. But he punched the wall and after i fixed his hand and the wall, he actualy rented a silver Volvo, lke Edwards, and took me to victoria gardens we saw a movie, ate a super fancy lunch, went to all the stores and just for him i bought the most expensive thing in all of them. He got sooooo pissed when almost every guy we passed looked at me, flirted with me, and sent me food. Trust me i didnt say no, but i didnt rly say ya eather, if he saw any guy Look at me he would put his arm around me or his hand in my back pocket and have a stare down with they guy. It was fun. I love to see his face when another guy looks at me!! lol i think hes gonna learn his lesson soon. O i havent told u the best part, i had ovr 75 bags and he carried them all and instead of takeing me home he drove to a cliff, and we sat on the Volvo eating with the sunset!!! Hes so sweet, he can be an ass at times still. I mean i love the way his arms feel around me when he holds me. His hand feels in mine. His lips feel against mine, or my neck. He calles me his little vamp. Isnt that sweet! He is my jacob, its kinda funny wen im at his house and someone calls us to dinner'jacob honey has my son offerd u a drink yet?' We both look and start laughing. i may have know him for lke a couple weeks but it feels lke years! We do somethin almost evryday so we have so many memories. Some good.........others, not so good. I just dont know if im gonna stay or dump him. (//_^)

raven, u didnt do anythan, ur advice was so good things always get worse b4 they get better