ok, im going to paint my room. i hav a color i want. its yellow. yeah. its supposed to be a happy color, and ive been trying to change. it hasnt been easy, but im doing it! its rly hot in cali, and im 97% sure the air vent in my room is for decoration. cos it doesnt work. ive been thinking about cutting alot less.
yesterday he cam down! i had a great day. went to hot topic, i got alice in wonderland perfume, emily the strange gloves, invader zim pencils, chairly the unicorn lip balm, and a support the arts pencil set. then we went to bath and body and i got spray, (sxy) lotion, and on the go roll on fragrence shizzz. yeah
eright now im listen 2 katy perry, i hav candles going and as the song says 'i saw a spider, i didnt scream' i just smacked it. lol. yeah, i love this song.
*takes off shirt* sry its too hot for a black shirt. lol, anywayy that was kinda a weird moment. i was thinking today, restricted things are way to tempting! i was thinking this because i saw 2 lke 5/6th graders looking at a sex book. and im thinking, its not just because they have boobs in ther, its because they arent supposed to. i admit it, i go to the gay/lesbian section at barns and noble and look through the books. i rly do it cos im not supposed to be looking at 'my first time' or 'gay karma sutra' or 'the ultimate lesbian sex book'(im usualy w/ one of my many girl friends) lol. i look at that to see ther faces cos they know im gay. anyway, o and y dont they just go to that section and look at 2 chicks doing it? i mean im not straight or bi, but dont guys lke that sorta thing? idk straight guys are only good for one thing to me, making them feel uncomfortable. lol. thats lke my sport. anyway, i should get to bed soon. im gonna wait a lil wile longer. mby work on my book. idk, ttyl