lost and dont wanna be found

im cold. and numb[wen arent i numb?!?]ive been on here almost all day[well on the computer]Ive also been writing,which is fun.im SO bord.ive spent way to long at home.in 6th grade i would be in for a day tha gone for the next two Weeks.kids made fun of me.i was spit on,tripped,pushed,and pple i didnt even know would talk about me.say mean things.but i kept going back everyday i could i would be ther at 7:15 and skwl would start at 7:55.y so early,every ones alot nicer.i would walk down the halls and have stuff thrown at my head.i would be in class and have to doge pens,pencils,even note books and binders.and the worst thing was that the teachers the deans and the prince"pal" wouldnt do anything.it as just me and my dad. and he had to work so he couldnt come to skwl w/ me.my grades went down,and wen i tried to make up all the work i had missed, the teachers wouldnt take it.i still fialed. i still went back.i would always be the one introuble.the pricepal would say"jacob needs to stand up for him self""he should have socked him""he wont be in trouble" like it was my fault that i know tnat violence dosent solve anything. and than i passed out. i woke up 5 mins. later, in a chair in the nurses office.than wen i came back from the doctures the next day,i was in trouble for not paying attention in class.